

Not the Onethoughts i've omitted, feelings i've hidden, expression taboo, divulgence forbidden, cowardly actions, detrimental decisions, your perception of me was misconceivedNot the One
discontentment with my false disposition altered my soul way beyond recognition i developed into a stark apparition choking and smothered, unable to breathe
the saline tears that now blur our vision burn through my masks with flawless precision we're both the victims of my lucid volition i'm sorry for the lies i let you believe.
...and i wish one day that i'd be forgiven; for what yo


Mighty MouseI slept the kind of undisturbed sleep that only the dead are privy to last Saturday night, having worked from 04:00 until 15:00. The next day I woke up to old family friends catching up with my parents in my living room. They asked if I was “still the same.” I couldn’t believe they still remembered specific details about insignificant little me. They said that last time they saw me I was twelve, throwing twigs in the bonfire when we went camping in Virginia. I was tall, quiet, and seemed preoccupied with my thoughts but still managed to hustle all my dad’s co-workers at billiards when he would take me to work with him at the United Nations. PMighty Mouse


Somedays.Some days, good or bad, depending on perspective You are nowhere to be found False, a lie I like to tell myself Choosing plausible deniability over facing cold hard facts “Within me you’ll always be,” I used to say What did I know? I meant it when I said it. And here you remain, confined in the back of my mind How foolish am I to have cursed myself so inadvertently I had never pictured a day without you And now you’re gone… but you’re still here… …and I’m still lying.Somedays.
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SAVE TRU CALLING!!!!!!
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